Update on what's going on

Last night I found out my mom has stage 3b lung cancer. I got to tell you I cried my eyes out. I don't even know what to do with myself right now. I am hurting real bad inside my hart right now. Her cancer is to the point that radiation and surgery would do no good. So now what? I just want them to make her as comfortable as possible.

I went on a long walk by myself last night and did some thinking. I thought about the good times as we were growing up. There was a awesome sunset, and I just stood there looking at it and I cried.

Why? She is still alive right now. I still have time to see her. I may not have as much time as I want but we still have some time. So what I am going to do is try to get down to Texas as much as a can in the next few months.

2006 has been a year up highs and lows. Here is a list

Jan 3rd, I was broadside by a milk truck that ran a red light. I spent the next 2 months in physical therapy. (LOW)

March 9th, My son Drew was born healthy. (HIGH)

April 20th I went to Arizona to visit my brother and his girlfriend. Fishing, Golf, and NASCAR. (HIGH)

April 23rd I noticed that I actually recorded over my sons birth on a camcorder tape. (LOW)

My daughter played softball all summer long. (HIGH)

I played softball all summer long. (HIGH)

My brother in Law Erik crashed his ATV and got hurt real bad. (LOW)

My mom and dad were planning a trip to Denver to see us (HIGH)

My mom got sick and had to cancel their trip. (LOW)

My mom was admitted to the hospital for several days with fluid on the lungs. (LOW)

My mom was told she had cancer, but we don't know how bad. (LOW)

My family and I went to Texas to see my mom and dad. (HIGH AND LOW)

I have been so stressed out I am making myself sick. (LOW)

My mom now has level 3b lung cancer. (LOW)

You see where this is going? I do, I'm due for a (HIGH) So is my mom!
I have to look on the bright side, something good is due next, right?